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You’ll have to know where your enemy is… understand their situation… and, be able to read their hearts. Even if you’re sure you’ve prepared perfectly, you can’t lose your chance…your timing. Because D-Day only gives two results: win or lose! My life’s first D-Day… February 28, 2008… I prepared meticulously… but lost the first post!! The cause of defeat: reconnaissance failure!! 


Sometimes there is no next time…

No time outs…

No second chances… !

Sometimes it’s now … or never!!!


I want to spit out these grated feelings…

Otherwise there’d be no other proof of my existence!


My future, that I should have grasped a hold of …

… is contradicted with the words “dignity” and “freedom”!

…only if I knew what they really mean when they say the word “Edge”!!


The Edge?! ..

There’s no honest way to explain it…

because the only people who really know where it is …

…are the ones who’ve gone over!



ah! so, the bottom line is : IT’S MY LIFE! hah?!!! =_=”

BAKA! BAKA!! BAKA watashi!!! >o<”



♪ When you think you’ve had too much of this life… well, hang on!

… ’cause, everybody hurts sometimes… everybody cries ♪

A cotton-candy melting all day long in my heart?!

…Or a rainbow dazzling before my eyes?!



…then a whisper in my ear?!!


…haha! It’s a dream then!!

…for tomorrow!

…and I’ll make it happen!!


…I’ll sprint!! ^^







There’s nothing better than to lie on a field of grass

and look up at the wonderful blue sky

…and those fluffy white clouds ~


…or at night with all those glistening stars!!! ☆*:.。

~ The world…well…it’s a crazy place! This world…it’s filled with things that you would never have imagined happening!! ……. but things, that you thought never would happen…when they happen, it seems really COOL…it feels just AWESOME!! …surprisingly these things DO happen! ‘n makes us speechless for a while…with the one of a kind happiness that we’ve never felt before!! …I crave for that one of a kind happiness!! YES! I DO!! ~

They say people die alone! But I say ’till you die you’re not alone! It’s tough living because you’re not alone… but this hard life also makes you happy because you’re not alone…not the only one who’s having a hard time living life! Life is CRAZY! Life is…Beautiful!!^^

Why things seem so puzzling sometimes?! Sometimes I can take any decision just like a snap of my fingers! But sometimes it takes really long time for me to work out a solution! and it really hurts in those moments to know that I can’t do everything on my own…always!

Well…It’ll be a Herculean thought if I think…”I can do EVRYTHING I WANT”! But it gives a pleasure to fool my mind telling it that…”You can do it”…”It’s easy”…”You’re AWESOME” !

Sometimes It really makes me think that there’s a crazy split existing in my mind! Two totally opposite personality…A black faithful dominating one ‘n a tiny little colorful rebel one! That rebel one loves fighting…but most of the time that black one keeps this little obedient one on the tip of it’s sharp sword saying, “you can’t DO whatever you WANT”! Sometimes when this little rebel one wins a battle ‘n comes out…it becomes a sun shining happy day of being a happy little kid!!!

I can hear this black voice always telling me that Life is only just a side dish, it’s impossible to know absolutely everything! But sometimes I really want to ask that voice, “Then why are we so determined to overcome everything right to the end and seek perfection?!” I really wonder what that voice would answer me! ‘Cause as far as I can understand…”The thing only you can understand, I can’t tell..and the thing I can see but I can never really everything”!

In the end…I guess I still haven’t found a CONCLUSION! In this endless battle, most of the times sword keeps wining…but I can’t say that wits are the loser ones always!!!